I don't believe in exams.....

Im completely annoyed with the current education system all of us are in... This is not because i score less or my friends score less... Its just a general impression i get about the system...

All of us attend approx. 60 hrs of a particular subject each semester,and we are put into a test where we are supposed to write whatever we have learnt in the prescribed 60 hrs in just 3 hrs!!!!!! is it justified???!!!Man come on we fuckin learn soo much,within the syllabus outside the syllabus and so many general things.. education is not just about becoming literate... its about how well are we able 2 apply those whic we learn in our actual lives... there lies the real potential and talent of an individual..

We often see in schools that the teacher when distributing the papers jus goes on and on appreciating the student who has scored really well and the student who fails or who scores comparatively less marks is so badly pulled down that the poor child looses the whole damn interest in his or her life... I very strongly recommend the teachers to get educated 1st and then try teaching the students...
And the students who actually score centum in the subject has hardly any knowledge about what he has written in his paper.. Its so damn easy for someone to just by heart whatever he s supposed to and score... He should be morally tested according to me..

Its actually a very big emerging problem in india.. The worst part is even parents don't understand what their children are good and bad at.. A child if not able to score well is just blindly written off saying he s just too dumb... Just imagine what that child must be going through facing all kinds of humiliation.. We should be able to identify our strengths and should work on our strengths.. weaknesses should be just casually ignored since the strengths ll destroy the weaknesses..

the education system should be in such a way that all students should be imparted education .. no doubt about it.. but also should be seen that if not mastered he has at least got his basics right and should be given the certificate then n there( subject to how well he has understood wwat he is supposed to).. and instead of that not torturing them by making them slog day and night and then finally fail them... wat a pity ,wat a pity.... :(
Education is all about the way we are going to apply watever we study in our daily lives and how wel we make use of them for our daily bread and not about perennially writing exams gettin tensed and eventually shortening our lives span.....

Some chemistry between myself and night......

He he yeah... there is surely something fishy about my mood and the time of the day... i have been very carefully observing my thinking processes and the things which i think about and also the way i think during different time periods... And i found that im very sensible and intelligent in the night??? hehe strange.. and its only during the night time that im alone interacting with myself and noone else...

i think about so many national issues and lots of othr stuf which i usually do not... i don't think i have ever thought about proposing a economic model to eradicate income inequalities in India... Siddy boy too much... Day times im just a completely a different individual compared to the night.. just the opposite??

Am i experiencing multiple personality disorder by any chance...??? oh ma god.. scary.. ah in a way its good actually because i feel a guy should be the most intelligent and smart with depth thinking capacity during the nights because its NIGHT.. ;) a lot can happen in a night isnt it?? hehe Its a good news to my gonna be wife.. She will be pleased to know that..

Completely moved after a night full of war movies.....

Well just went to national market the other day to buy some dvds of war movies which im really amused about these days.. In fact i have taken this up as an hobby to collect war movies and i dunno why... not because i enjoy it... well i enjoy it in a very emotional way... i enjoy it in such a way that along with the element of recreation a feeling and a thought process about the life of the people of those countries rips through my mind.....

Well two movies that is Hotel Rwanda and amistad were screened in the college as a part of international relations topics.... and how can i possibly ever be serious in college esp. with the lecturer not amidst us.... ;) we were all into mocking, and laughing business out there in the coll A.V room.... so never watched it seriously but i had somehow grabbed the idea behind the movie. and that too may be because we had to submit the summary which accounted 10 marks of our internals....

But later i felt like watching the movie when im alone and not with friends... So went bought them and dint want to watch them with my parents around because my dad doesnt like me talking about these issues...

So went to my bes friend's house whose parents were outta station.. so we first watched hotel rwanda... man so damn touchy the movie was... It was all about the civil war in Rwanda and how this guy saves the minority caste which was getting fucked by the major... Both of us were surprised for two reasons .. no.1 because we dint fall asleep and no.2 we were touched and could feel the heaviness of our hearts... Both of us never get or rather have neva got that senti about anythin.. Painful story man... and we were reeli charged up to watch more of these sorta movies...

Then we switched to Blood diamond... well hats off to caprio man... wat an actin.. pheww great role... And the story.. whoa!!!!! wat a story... tears literally came to my eyes... and then had to tell them that im a guy and not supposed to cry... ;) and myself an aru were so much soaked into this whole african shit abt their problem their life that we neva felt lik sleeping... then after that we decided to watch one more and that was Pearl harbour.. and i should say that the director should'nt have included the love story in it.. in way it was good... ;) and finally we look at the clock and it was 8 15 am....

Had to get to our regular activities but still kept on thinking about the same the whole day...
and cursed the indolency of the west and the other countries who ruthlessly exploit the Africans...

And also felt how lucky we are... esp being an urbanite makes life all the more where terminologies like freedom and liberty is a cliche for us....

I feel so desperate to go an visit those countries and check if they have exaggerated in the movies about the whole issue...