Some facts according to me!!!!

If u TREAT her nicely, she says u are IN LOVE with her;
If u Don't, she says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS nicely, she says u are trying to LURE her;
If u Don't, she says u are from CHENNAI.

If u ARGUE with her, she says u are STUBBORN;
If u keep QUIET, she says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than her, she'll lose FACE;
If she's Smarter than u, she is GREAT.

If u don't Love her, she tries to POSSESS u;
If u Love her, she will try to LEAVE u (very true huh?)

If u don't make love with her, she says ! u don't Love her;
If u do!! she says u are CHEAP.

If u tell her your PROBLEM, she says u are TROUBLESOME;
If u don't, she says that u don't TRUST her.

If u SCOLD her, u are like a CHACHA to her;
If she SCOLDS u, it is because she CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;
If she BREAKS hers, she is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD BOY;
If she SMOKES, she is a GENTLELADY.

If u do WELL in your exams, she says it's LUCK;
If she does WELL, it's BRAINS.

If u HURT her, u are CRUEL;
If she HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!

Why am i not!!!!

Oh lord !!!!! why am i not deaf and dumb?? i ve reached a stage in life where now i feel it would be so great if i was deaf AND dumb.. initially i thought one would suffice but now i feel its preferable to be both.....

How much i talk... the process never stops.. absolutely no control. goes on and on. and hearing somethin back to watever i talk is the aftermath of it..

how muc i talk. and most f thm being unproductive.

I was just wondering how nice it would ve been if i was deaf and dumb. I need not listen to anythin and need 2 talk for or about anythin... I can always read and play and need not listen to an kind of loose talks spoken by pple arnd... me and my own world..

And now having the ability to talk and listen even if i try being quite and live a solitary life people think "oh this guy has so much of attitude" ... MAN!!!! its so pissing off...

Right now i don wanna have any frnds,relationships of any kind lik parents,brother,frnds gal frnds etc..

The kinda Utopian life i have in my mind is to get up in the morning, go for a jog then get ready and go to the college on time... spend the whole day in various libraries gaining lots of knowledge and in the dusk when the sun has jus set sit in a mission or a place nt a temple coz these days tas the place being most visited by people... so a place wher pple hate comin to i would lik to go and meditate for an hour or so... and then come home read books again and go to bed by 9 pm.... I would call ths as life...

But i ve a strong feelin in my mind tat its actually ths particular age and time tat im passing through tat is makin me think all these...

May be wil go in search of the someone who is already in me and be happy with my own spirit... after al who can understand my ownself better than me....

Nostalgia!!!!!

Feelin so nostalgic after vacating the old house and entering a new house..... new place,new people around everythin new exept the gadgets and accessories whic was in my old house...... after spending 8 odd years years it was very painful to leave the old one and live here though this house much better in all respects.. there are lots of sentiments and emotions attached to the old house...

I miss the terrace of the old house whic was 24/7 open and could do watever i want to do out there... and here its always locked and have to take the watchman's permission of al the enter the terrace...

I miss the cool bachleors who lived right oppiste my house who used 2 be awake till late night and give me company when i burn my midnight oil studying 4 my exams.. and here ?? nah.. here my balcony is somewhere in middle of the sky... i feel im in a different layer of atmosphere all together...

I miss the nights when my friends used 2 come over to my house when my parents were outta station and end up sleeping on the roof afta gettin sloshed and afta passing out... here i cant even think of it...

I miss the long lane whic was in between the building where every weekend me along wit my frnds play cricket and all the young couples used 2 walk and admire our game and yea also some elements who used 2 yell at us..

I wanna go back 2 my old house... :(( :( :( hope the new house is much beter in terms of bringing gud and bad times.. coz after al its the house wher finally all our thought processes germinate...

The strength of silence!!!!

I ve slowly started realising the value of silence !!! silence nt as an action but as a weapon!!! Silence can do wonders in a person's life..

There happened an incident where i caught up wit some of my old friends for a drink and then arose a topic about football and i reeli suck at it... i ve absoluutely no clue about neither the teams nor the players and these guys wre fully submerged into a topic which im completely un familiar to.. And i neva opened my mouth .. neva uttered a word about it... but smartly kept on nodding my head but neva spoke.. and these guys took it fa granted tat i kno eveythin about it...

So then afta couple of events lik tat realised tat silence is a great weapon, and slowly i ve started feeling tat a great companion too.... silence is somethin tat gives u company even if ur left all alone... the enchanting creative thoughts, and i ve been experiencing some weird thought process takin place inside me when im silet which im usually not... now im confused about making the choice between staying silent and sacrifice all the fun when i talk or talk and ve the kind of fun i usually have and have been having throughout my life...

i have also noticed that people often get confused when someone is silent.. ofcourse im talkin about people who r smart enough to obseerve activities arnd thm and about those who are self centred and botherd only about their lives.... And its gud to have an identity lik tat when people dont reeli understand what kinda person u reeli are beneath?? is he a kind of person he looks lik or is he some1 lik he does'nt look lik haan??

And this weapon is at its best if used wen a person has gone mad yelling at u... aaah the essence of silence is at its peak at this kind of situation... u can see the anger just melting down lik butter if we can manage to control our ego jus fa a short while.. but sadly most of us are victims and badly infected by this particular element... EGO..

But i wudnt say silence is an universal weapon!!! nt at all.. conversations are very important in our lives.. esp wit sweet chicks.. :) but then this weapon even if nt universal can b used to a great extent to reach great heights in our lives..

"but i feel being silent is very difficult" how self contradicting......

Condition at the sub saharan africa.......

Well ever since i made my country profile presentation about the sub Saharan country"Sierra Leone" as an international relations assignment i have picked up a flair towards those African countries which are struggling to prosper in almost all possible Fields.. such as economic social political etc...

Though i did my presentation about Sierra Leone for the sake of my internal marks then, now all of a sudden I'm into full time digging facts and figures from various sources of information about the sub Saharan African countries.. Their profile, their history the civil wars that have taken place in the continent etc..

Its so very painful to know how the west exploits these third world countries for money and cheap labour..

I want to get educated well in this particular Field and go free the continent from its shackles of slavery and exploitation.... i know its a dream beyond to be dreamt of.. but nothing wrong in dreaming big.. that's wat my gut feeling says as of now.. but who knows.. nature is so powerful and influential that one day it may turn me too into a world level "capitalist"???? have to wait and watch.. :))

Whats peace of mind???

Why Does our mind constantly run from one thought to another, always restless, never calming down or getting still for a moment?Do worries, anxieties or fears occupy our mind, preventing inner peace and happiness? Do we always worry and get stressed by what other people think, say or do?

Do we feel that our life and our mind are being always tossed here and there, like a rudderless boat in stormy ocean? I think most of us in this contemporary world feel more or less the same...

In a world where stress, worries, fears, strain, rush and restlessness abound, inner peace is of paramount importance. It is a treasure that everyone desires, but very few know how to find and enjoy.

Almost everyday we face situations that cause stress, anxieties, worries or unhappiness. Problems, conflicts, demands, misunderstandings or emergencies often arise at work, at home or in relationships, and lead to emotional and physical strain or problems.

Often, even while being in good financial condition and in good health, people still experience anxiety, unhappiness and lack of peace. This is because inner peace and happiness come from within, and do not depend on external conditions and circumstances. You cannot always change or control your external conditions, but you can certainly bring changes into your inner world, which will in turn affect your actions, reactions and external world.

So inspite of having all possible necessities that an individual needs to spend a comfy life why are we still dissatisfied?? what is the hidden truth that can get us the peace of mind status?

If it was the time of the sanyasis and the saints the answer would have been pretty simple... but we are in a very different world all together!!!!

To my dearest frnd.......

All though this world has tied your wishes with the rope,
in this situation also dont loose hope.
This is a stormy night but a sunny day will come soon,
And in this stormy night .take courage from the lovely moon.

If you lacka good advisor,you yourself give and take advice,
And in every sad situation be happy and rejoice.
If you want somebody to care and love,make him inside you,
and live with each other in a hopeful view.

At present work hard and encourage your soul,
and make a hardworkin effort to reach your goal.
others are jobless and can only oppose,
you have to reach the heights and then only pose..

for somedays close your ears and open your minds,
and work hard towards the goals you find.
Don't give ears to other's silly say,
And always wait for your your flourishing dream day...